My personal daemon
I guess what I am still not really know is how far it can go. Life is a good thing to get through. When I was sitting near the place of the street, I was looking there for the night become like dust. I get twine into the brightness of the big heap. Until the snow could beat my generous and also filter all the mockery of the limb. I guess no one knows where it could have gone. My clue was purposely waiting at the pace of my window heart. Collapsing into the big circuit of this perfect land with lamp. I was searching the energy that fuel that rampage and dispute all the tiny little mark under the skin so hard I couldn’t sleep with lots of it, I was fueling to dust.
Let’s go, it’s night
There is a way of doing it. Have to make the last laundry outside, as a bargain. I expected to get out of that city tonight, I am almost gone. It is not that I will miss something, maybe a few things but who can know. I guess I cannot win anyone here. Let’s do that or seeing from others. I am ready for that amazing night. I go where people actually lose themselves first. I never know. I am officially outside, bah, never mind it was that for 2 years with them. I guess it won’t be any different. Oh! It’s a bit cold for the one-night beginning. I get where now, I guess it will be one way or another when we look at it, I do wonder what I miss exactly. I look that place, I will never be again, it’s empty as the rest. As nothing would have helped me. Maybe I would have to lie. Nobody. Walking is the only reason I am not cynical, that should be, nothing will stand so much. I like the night, I will live on it.
An amazing journey into the city
It all start with the greatest day
It go beyond our trust
Make of beautiful sunset and shape
Wishing a moment happen
To go beyond the time has been
Quite enough to go someplace
Amazing all the way
Run away with the stars
Try to look surprise and caring
Back to the good road
Hello everybody that follow us and others wondering about what happened since the beginning of January. Hey, it has been a huge moment getting into the road of the street. I get up after a long moment of difficulties. Day one it was a bit Snow that brings me out there. Really into the night, after all, have to admit, I didn’t cover all the city. I get everywhere I seem to understand both worlds. I guess, being outdone that no matter what, I didn’t talk to lots of people. I am really packed with lots of time. That pastime was foremost. Nobody on time could be really reached, so I get lots of difficulties, guessing where to go. A long moment of reaching. Time really like, hope the best for each day, cannot do better. I am happy to talk to you, I get a better understanding of the situation that people has when getting lost onto the city. More coming up.
-Desespari
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Job Title : Kindness
I was in a time of change in my life, all the situation was clearly difficult.
The tough moment was going on I was bothering more about the price index, than school.
School was teaching me probably to get out – sometime it’s like that – Panic it’s my boss : Do you want to keep your job still, I say of course I can do it, it’s for what? Oh I guess I drop that day off to work for you. I’m perceiving still today it could be a messy day, believe me or not, try to do something more useful was really entitle for. The day I discover that even with almost no real training I was enjoying the ranking of that place, everything was going really hugely correctly. I am well getting the message of that place, anyhow I was ranked to not be only a real person with no motive to get higher – I would be, until a collapse occur, the tragegy could be probably to try – what the other was thinking of, people they get little zealous sometime, when you fit somewhere perfectly. I like the team so far, quit school to have the best of the best in that scheme service and professionnal help and cleaner, it never leave me up since that day. After a while I recognize that I was able to train myself to work, into that kind of ranking, which is a medium enterprise of confection product of general oats, like that place for a while, until I get that I was too much difficult to keep steady my life. After that I didn’t say I would become obsolete – I had good feeling it could be higher, all the time.
RE: Le temps qui dure
Si tout se met en marche
Tout seras grandement
Plus rapide aussitôt
Que le temps s’arrêteras
Il n’y auras que le souffle du vent
Jamais je n’ai vu autant d’histoire de ce temps
Quand tout s’arrêteras il seras jamais le bon moment
Si tu croit que tout le temps est tout près.
Anna (message donné à ceux qui veulent y penser.)
Heureux comme un seul
Je suis ici pour t’accueillir
Ce somptueux sanctuaire
Je ne suis sur aucune carte
N’essaye pas de me retrouver je suis dans l’inexistence
Je suis heureux comme un seul
Ça fais des mois que j’essaye de communiquer
On me l’a dit c’est presque impossible
Les mots change mais les chansons perdure
Dans l’infini avec des différences
Je n’ai pas peur de la vie
Je veut m’accrocher à une bouer de sauvetage
Mais mon univers est accrocher au chaos
Je suis heureux comme un seul
La dernière fois c’était un canon d’Orion
La prochaine fois ce seras plus sage
Les mots entreront par mes oreille
Pour ne plus jamais en ressortir
Je me bat contre les aigles qui ressente pas
C’est ce que c’est d’être puissant
Pour leur permettre de le ressentir
La sagesse de mes pas sur terre
Ne soyons pas stupide
Regarde le ciel
Tu me verras décendre à la pénombre
Je serais heureux comme un seul
I just hope, I could turn the time
It’s been a while since I didn’t find it amazing the time, I was at home wondering. I’m sitting at the same place but something become less clear each days. It was really the same time I was trying to compose some music, but today it is more close to be the ending. I gonna have to move this year being a little more difficult as it go with lots of suffering. I just hope I can turn back time. The good old days exist still in my mind, but the picture fade away. It become more and more a misadventure, to know if I gonna find something, that worth keeping. I will left lots of thing behind but of course, it is for the better. I happen to be here only for work but I didn’t work really here a long time, I really like my summer.
The winter gets a bit twisted, I just hope my feet gonna heal. That’s all that matter.
Home & city limit
I like the way the flower bloom, the new season coming up, I gonna have my latest album of Year Zero by Nine Inch Nails. Every people love to be out, it is like the best spring ever. I plug my little earphone. Tonight I gonna be at my best to listen that, I have plenty of time. I go home I listen that little album and I begin to talk to somebody on the chat. She talk that she pretty involve with people at her job and she work on a little place. She really not near I check up the time and I go to do someplace else, as she really tired and go to sleep soon. I really like her but she not there anymore. Passion go to little improvisation about search I already doing all the time. I see control and honesty tonight gonna be a little difficult night, as I have nothing else to do. I listen a little bit the TV and nothing else matter, I close it. I begin to believe my life is little bit doing the same thing over and over, what I found about the album is a bit of difficulty seem to be less easy than doing something more, to get in bit of confusion, it is the last summer I pass in the hospital once again and I am out again. It begin a bit after listening Tom Yorke the solo album, the eraser. I begin to believe sort a fantasy I was on another earth and after that I was receiving message from another galaxy. It is the past now, I believe the summer gonna be good. Fairly I find it good, I run a lot when it is dark. The city is really calm at that time. I found lots of thing that going well, imagination of a new era, I see the city in the brightest light. I wanna take some photo of the panorama. Life is easy in the dark we see almost nobody it seem that everybody left. I continue like that on the big street in Montreal. Discover lots of thing when everybody sleep. It is the best moment I did have in my life and I will never forget it. Dark hour remind me of vacation and I like to be there when it’s the night.
Don’t forget by the way little mini-album of Nine Inch Nails call Not The Actual Events. I just check tonight, I like the album.