Nous somme dans une date reculé de l’existence de presque tout est parfait, dans une logique de trépas. Je crois que tout peut être, de manière coordonnée assez froid et laconique. Parfois très spontané, le plus grave qu’il peut arriver c’est d’en être imbibée un peu trop, ce qui se produit, est la nonchalance nerveuse. De ces petits “party” bien abîmée qu’on se dit, j’aurais du repasser mes vinyle, près de mes califourchon. Je crois que ces moment tendre, à brisée les biscuit très dure, pas ramollie nous a bien aider, à regarder la télévision, fraîchement “spic ‘N’ span”. La gloire résiste à tout, même un bras de fer, dans l’organigramme de l’infernal tourbillons de tout ces nuits, lavé près de la radio idiote, qui nous donnais un droit de passage, dans la musique de transcendance, très navré par la voix fatiguée, de la plus grande chanteuse, de balade, des petites histoire, tomber des nues près de la cheminé.
Elle me disais, tu sait on le sait pas trop demain si ça va se rendre plus loin, je regardais au loin, je disais il y en a plein qui n’ont pas vécu leur grand rêve, il ne faut pas se saboter, je lui répétait peut-être trop tard. Moi la conquête je me disais probablement, pas très tôt que je pourrais passer mes deux mieux pour mes 3 paires de mal, on avais rien fait de mal, il ne faudrait pas s’exclure. Quand même bien que le mal existe, au moins je n’ai pas été triste. Ces gens n’avais rien de préconçu, je croyais au pire, même dans le meilleur temps.
Pourquoi on ne pourrais pas se donner de réponse, sans le préfabriqué qui nous condamne à adorer, que les principes. Ce n’est pas de toute les droits que les choses, se rend loin.
Dans quel ordre d’idée l’histoire c’est bu? probablement jusqu’au fond. J’ai fondu en larme de voir autant de chose brisée. Avec toute la maille à la cheville des choses, dans tout ça.
John suggère l’humour, seulement quand ça ne gâche pas la pluie flottante, qui se prend mal quand on est mal équipé pour dormir seule, recroquevillé en lambeaux.
In a amazing night, we get into a discussion. Get there posing is eyes on me. Looking for a great manner to ask me. I told I was not tired of living the moment. Look wisely I get a bit more interested, I check the rain falling over us. It was romantic, I feel little less uncomfortable for once. I guess I cannot have the feeling badly, I say that we could get together, which was denied first.
After the first encounter with coffee, he was amazing hair. I say I was not exacly what the world demand sometime. I like how it cross my vibe. Looking forward to the lunatic sky that get some mystery behind, dancing and floating in this madness. I told I was not a perfect person, told me, I got out of a relationship, that got behind. I say do you mind, I’m kinda of a geek. Isolated into the branch of the system, looking for peace in a moment of lots of myriad it goes beyond me, to see clear, my vision change, look at it. A good night dancing with the bright night under a good balad. I’m only happy when it rain. Which didn’t get denied. See ya tomo.
The big time I say I was somewhere in between. I look there nothing that changes, long time getting on. I would believe it flow once in a while. I keep on walking in the little place. Never I take that long path, I refuse to admit I was looking like them. I keep negotiate really near there almost a long road but today I don’t have time for that. I am willing to find someplace one day, surely hope. Living like that is a bit too much ahead. Things were living in that place. I hold my best way to go up. The perfect dream has to be relapsed, it goes further the point of no return. I guess they all silence that kind of vivid. Look upon another wall. Convey the pathway each side, get the loopback, it would do the hold. Things bring always a better way to appreciate the little bit of conjecture.
We take our shape we continue to go onto the land of desire. Everything goes away the light began to blur. It could have been. I was in a war, I was myself going to the little dark grin. Broken the glass fall into a little one that could be empty. There no way around. I am serious in not believing that it would change something. Things falling its all a mess. I get everywhere and I try everything, nothing will help convince that bothers enough to get a better way. Alone like that and it’s finished. Where is the brave new world? Why all dream says we gonna die, do we know if things are against us all the time? Where we can go free and begin back our journey and get a better vision. Another cloud going to smother another one. If we could just get any, it would rains on our shoulders, and we would be defeated, we can move clockwise, and we can also look further away just to decide that we can not afford yesterday.
I guess what I am still not really know is how far it can go. Life is a good thing to get through. When I was sitting near the place of the street, I was looking there for the night become like dust. I get twine into the brightness of the big heap. Until the snow could beat my generous and also filter all the mockery of the limb. I guess no one knows where it could have gone. My clue was purposely waiting at the pace of my window heart. Collapsing into the big circuit of this perfect land with lamp. I was searching the energy that fuel that rampage and dispute all the tiny little mark under the skin so hard I couldn’t sleep with lots of it, I was fueling to dust.
I like the way the flower bloom, the new season coming up, I gonna have my latest album of Year Zero by Nine Inch Nails. Every people love to be out, it is like the best spring ever. I plug my little earphone. Tonight I gonna be at my best to listen that, I have plenty of time. I go home I listen that little album and I begin to talk to somebody on the chat. She talk that she pretty involve with people at her job and she work on a little place. She really not near I check up the time and I go to do someplace else, as she really tired and go to sleep soon. I really like her but she not there anymore. Passion go to little improvisation about search I already doing all the time. I see control and honesty tonight gonna be a little difficult night, as I have nothing else to do. I listen a little bit the TV and nothing else matter, I close it. I begin to believe my life is little bit doing the same thing over and over, what I found about the album is a bit of difficulty seem to be less easy than doing something more, to get in bit of confusion, it is the last summer I pass in the hospital once again and I am out again. It begin a bit after listening Tom Yorke the solo album, the eraser. I begin to believe sort a fantasy I was on another earth and after that I was receiving message from another galaxy. It is the past now, I believe the summer gonna be good. Fairly I find it good, I run a lot when it is dark. The city is really calm at that time. I found lots of thing that going well, imagination of a new era, I see the city in the brightest light. I wanna take some photo of the panorama. Life is easy in the dark we see almost nobody it seem that everybody left. I continue like that on the big street in Montreal. Discover lots of thing when everybody sleep. It is the best moment I did have in my life and I will never forget it. Dark hour remind me of vacation and I like to be there when it’s the night.
Don’t forget by the way little mini-album of Nine Inch Nails call Not The Actual Events. I just check tonight, I like the album.
Earth, 3000 Years after Christ.
Circling above and beyond way to the top of the century of life. It will be the next century building structural will be near some beautiful star, in the sky brilliantly surveys the sky. The human is still predictable to going further the point of vanishing, because of water that circle abound the lost place. Like the Yorkshire that bought to the borough of New York the city twice submerged with water. Escape from the world wide phenomenon of being fully aware of war and devastation bring by some intelligent way beyond. Life will be the next move from monarchies to total dynasty of the past to a system of a chancellor.
I was doing checking in a red secondhand vintage store, check for some, maybe a cute good old fashion wood coffee table, heard a little pieces of classical not use to it so don’t recall the name, It was violin and piano, playful it get me in the mood, after a while, I get outside. There is a good coffee shops somewhere but I don’t know where, I ask to a young lady I think she almost 24, look like 27. Big black hair, I ask do you know a good coffee shop around there, not really anticipated nothing about it. She say, yes, uh do you mind if I go with you, I say fine, no problem. Then we exchange some of the thing to the hard question, she ask me: What you do in life ? And I answer : Well I enjoy my life little bit. She answer : Huh doesn’t answer the question. I answer : Well done lot of work previously but now I’m stuck little bit, not searching nothing really. She get so bored, so I say: well I play music on the Internet doesn’t pay much, I was aware too that doesn’t mean you are betting in life, such of thing, mainly is … And she said : What wait a minute you are not saying you have no job and you doing just music, wow, that’s impressive. I say why? Well because I have a bass and eee I play it very well. I say : That’s cool, would you mind if we could jam together, She say no not at all, where is your apartment……..
It was summertime and the sun was going to the desert darkly and red. A giant leap was harvest the city, inside the city everything was bright, everything was hugely speedy. The night of the cities was having honk and it was a breeze of the night, crawling into a restaurant, I was searching for someone. Someone that was there, looking at my cigarette and my little drink of red wine. I was contemplating the crowd, the only thing I was thinking is the girl was there right in front of me, she was looking at me in the eye. She was having bright green eyes. She was with a friend and after a while she gets out. Something was going well that night it was a Friday. Then I get out and look at the purple sky, she was there, she said Excuse me, gentlemen do you have a cigarette ? I say yes I give her one, I say I was looking at you at the restaurant are you come lots of time here? She said I come lots of time here and I see you lots of time too. I was waiting for her answer for why she wait for me, but couldn’t say, because lots of time was meaning she was interested in me for a long time but how do I never remember seeing her, it was the first time for me. After a while we get excited by the night that night was special it was the night of 4 july . She said my friend doing some bar like always, but that night I don’t want to be alone in my world, if you don’t mind can you come to my apartment, I have everything there to pass a amazing time with you. I say alright lets go. Her apartment was sumptuous great taste, everything was art-deco line. We discuss a little bit and she say do you wanna drink? what do you want? I say do you have dry gin? And she reply of course I have all that is needed. She was really a kind of a girl, she work in business of a big company her position was to check the finance as chief accountant. I was telling that I am a employment coach to help people get promoted in a business more easily, that my job was to find highly quality jobs to help young and experience people to get the dream-job they needed. After a while she get little spicy I can remember the tongue, it was suave and really it was the best night ever. We get close, made out.