Big city empty (updated)

I walk thousand miles
Try to find a answer
Nobody was trusting me

I was walking all I see was gather
I was in a big city
Nobody know me

I see nobody that I know
I see couple walking
I see couple in motorcycle.

All I was wondering is why
I was misplace
Why I was at the same place for so long

They was some bike too
Police car was at a spot I seen before with light on
After I get a coffee to live my bay
Some car raging to turn on the road flat his tire

My time has past and maybe
I will be there in thousands years
With no answer.

The bassgirl story


I was doing checking in a red secondhand vintage store, check for some, maybe a cute good old fashion wood coffee table, heard a little pieces of classical not use to it so don’t recall the name, It was violin and piano, playful it get me in the mood, after a while, I get outside. There is a good coffee shops somewhere but I don’t know where, I ask to a young lady I think she almost 24, look like 27. Big black hair, I ask do you know a good coffee shop around there, not really anticipated nothing about it. She say, yes, uh do you mind if I go with you, I say fine, no problem. Then we exchange some of the thing to the hard question, she ask me: What you do in life ? And I answer : Well I enjoy my life little bit. She answer : Huh doesn’t answer the question. I answer : Well done lot of work previously but now I’m stuck little bit, not searching nothing really. She get so bored, so I say: well I play music on the Internet doesn’t pay much, I was aware too that doesn’t mean you are betting in life, such of thing, mainly is … And she said : What wait a minute you are not saying you have no job and you doing just music, wow, that’s impressive. I say why? Well because I have a bass and eee I play it very well. I say : That’s cool, would you mind if we could jam together, She say no not at all, where is your apartment……..


New York 1997


It was summertime and the sun was going to the desert darkly and red. A giant leap was harvest the city, inside the city everything was bright, everything was hugely speedy. The night of the cities was having honk and it was a breeze of the night, crawling into a restaurant, I was searching for someone. Someone that was there, looking at my cigarette and my little drink of red wine. I was contemplating the crowd, the only thing I was thinking is the girl was there right in front of me, she was looking at me in the eye. She was having bright green eyes. She was with a friend and after a while she gets out. Something was going well that night it was a Friday. Then I get out and look at the purple sky, she was there, she said Excuse me, gentlemen do you have a cigarette ? I say yes I give her one, I say I was looking at you at the restaurant are you come lots of time here? She said I come lots of time here and I see you lots of time too. I was waiting for her answer for why she wait for me, but couldn’t say, because lots of time was meaning she was interested in me for a long time but how do I never remember seeing her, it was the first time for me. After a while we get excited by the night that night was special it was the night of 4 july . She said my friend doing some bar like always, but that night I don’t want to be alone in my world, if you don’t mind can you come to my apartment, I have everything there to pass a amazing time with you. I say alright lets go. Her apartment was sumptuous great taste, everything was art-deco line. We discuss a little bit and she say do you wanna drink? what do you want? I say do you have dry gin? And she reply of course I have all that is needed. She was really a kind of a girl, she work in business of a big company her position was to check the finance as chief accountant. I was telling that I am a employment coach to help people get promoted in a business more easily, that my job was to find highly quality jobs to help young and experience people to get the dream-job they needed. After a while she get little spicy I can remember the tongue, it was suave and really it was the best night ever. We get close, made out.

NEVER forget

In the way toward.

I was today with the same surprise I was listening to the same answer. The therapist don’t say a word … Listening without even talk like he was quiet. I think sometime is a weird place to be to not having a answer about nothing he say to me I invent again my sickness, my friend don’t buy that of course because he know me more maybe. So I am basicly again to the beginning of this place. I wait without a coffee and cigarette to have some answer, I still by the way waiting for the file still don’t have it.

I wrote this morning little bit my dream it was really interesting I was in a place with lots of computer and I was manage them in my apartment configure it and taking care of. I take a break and go to make a coffee after a while I see some people crowded the place it’s was a little bit disturbing I was not really aware of.

This cut to the other scene somebody ask me where is the Library I show him. Finally I get to a sofa and we listen something like the beast and the beauty and we both want to kiss. We kiss.

When I wake up broken, you wake up silly.

Little pet talk here, you know we are millions miles away, we are broken altogether in different ways. I like you so many way but are we doing the same mistake? Sure. We want a explanation why we didn’t get together soon, it’s impossible to do nothing about it, could ever this go better, change thing and most of all resolve the issue?

The issue is a big one, I hope we could understand that we never get so fast on the flat lane. You like me dark as a good old detuned radio. We born about half way and we try to be as funny as we can, you even send me a poem, I don’t know exactly what does that mean but we are so wasted. Celeste ah common 🙂

I’m glad to be back, honestly it was the time.

Hi there people of the world (just kidding). After two big month I was afraid I cannot blog anymore, here if you don’t already know we talk about good thing, my hobby is liking to compose stuff and you can listen it without a problem. Enjoy your stay, I sing since my father die, almost, when I use computer is was before the sexy cupid thing, about make friend over the radio. I enjoy all my moment and have precious friend. I am not really ‘title’ the inventor of blog, but I was know as the NightL on community back then doing french radio, it was satirical about 16-17 years old news, weather and everything, we play some Courtney Love, some stuff people wasn’t really aware of. That is the legacy of it, now i’m 30 years old, I am on Internet for have fun, make new friend and I have support of people on the twitter planet, as the Internet worldwide. All I wish is I can bring you the best of the best place to hear new music, I work hard even I didn’t read the begginner book about music I bought, I think I get it. Ok thank you being my friends. Keep the word out @desesparimusic on twitter. See you there.

The woman with a brown hat

I was waiting for the bus at the subway, when for no reason I was wondering, why I don’t run for past some time, I lose some precious energy wondering, what my past life was, near the bus station from my old school, that I’ve been without really finish my degree, I was so running at that time too. So after a good 10 minutes I see the bus coming, end my road from Papineau street. I enter the bus I was going on the back, and in some time the shuffle kick off Creep, so I dream about the girl running in the song. I come back on earth, a woman talk on the phone and is in my direction, until she forget she had a hat and continue talking on the phone. I going to rescue this beautiful hat and say madame your hat! 🙂 We go out from the bus at the same time, in different direction. That my day even if my friends sleep all the time and some other don’t show of, was a magestuous time.

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